About Me

This is the most truthful bio I can deliver. I'm just a normal girl/woman with a huge heart. I am a huge dork and I wouldn't change that about me at all even though some have tried. It took me 27 years to learn how to love myself and be comfortable just being me. I get very sad sometimes and I, nor anyone else can figure out why. I'm in love with love. It changes everything. I believe in going after what you want, no matter how hard you have to fight. If I could be anything in the world I would be a recording artist and tour all around the world and hire all my best friends to come with me. When I fall in love I fall hard and sometimes have a hard time letting go. I've had my heart broken twice. And I deserved it. Love is a great learning lesson, for it lets you see clearly how treating the ones you love poorly can reflect and make those sad. I have faith. And this is where I start to cry. I fight everyday of my life basically for my life. I've been through a lot and I don't think it's fair. I think life is crazy but you have to keep believing even though all you want to do is give up. I'm so blessed to be surrounded by the people I love. I can stand in the mirror and dance in my bra and underwear for an hour to my blasting ipod. I don't believe in growing up. I am a very hard worker and have a lot of passion for what I love to work on. I laugh a lot and it's my favorite thing to do. Smiling to me is a blessing because for a long time I didn't. A lot of people look after me a little too much. I would like sometimes to just be normal and go have fun without people looking after and worrying about me. I don't think its fair that my friends and I are separated by so many states. I sing like a maniac in my car, shower, bedroom, living room, bar, and the stage. I would rather go to a dive bar with good live bands than to a club any day. I don't like makeup even though I feel pretty when I do wear it. I believe in fairytales and soul mates. I love when people are truly themselves and feel free in their skin. I don't judge and do not like people who do. I am excited to one day have a family and understand all this "just wait until you have children" thing is all about. I am an only child but I have many sisters. And I would like to dedicate this piece to you: Tera, Michelle, Bekah, Allison, Aaron, Carolyn, Whitney, Maggie; I would be NOTHING without you guys. I hope everyone finds themselves because its a beautiful feeling and I hope you all reach for the stars and sing and dance at all times. Being happy is the most wonderful thing you can feel. And I finally feel it. And I'm crying again.

I Wrote It With Lipstick On The Bathroom Mirror

Hi my loves! Don't have too much time today but while I am here at my favorite spot, the library, I decided to write a short post. I adore this post already and I hope it can help many of you out there when standing in Sephora or the makeup department of Nordstrom and being overwhelmed with all the products. I am a product whore. I buy anything and everything. Most goes unused because if you know me I usually never have a stitch of make up on but for some reason I get a fabulous high when I buy it!

1st you have to have your essentials. These are truly the only things that I usually where and that's why they are must haves:

1. Philosophy's Hope In A Jar moisturiser. It runs around $42 but is a great investment. I tend to break out from here to there and I have to be careful about my moisturizers due to that. This one is PERFECT!

2. Jack Black Intense Therapy Lip Balm in Lemon and Chamomile. BEST lip balm I have ever found. received it as a sample one day and was immediately hooked. MUST HAVE!

3. Bliss Best of Skintentions, all skin types Moisturizer. Love it Love Love it! And not that bad on the price end either. This is what I currently use.

Now on to my top picks for Makeup. Now like I said, I totally do not like to wear makeup, but if I do I love to go all out and these are the best products, in my eyes, to do so.

1. Mac Select Cover Up
2. Make Up Forever foundation in HD (I HATE foundation but this is fabulous!)
3. Make Up Forever HD powder.
4. Eyelash Curler by Shu Uemura
5. Chanel Eyeshadow Palette in #14 mystic eyes
6. Bobbi Brown Gel-Eyeliner(most amazing product I have ever purchased. I would swear my life on it. Comes in almost every color you could imagine and doesn't move once on.)

7. Smashbox Brow Tech (AWESOME!!!!! And this is one of those things you can add to your moisturiser look. Eyebrows are a essential focus point of the face and this product allows you to actually shape your brows, lengthen and arch.)
8. Nars Blush in Orgasm
9. Diorshow Mascara (no words can be said about how wonderful this mascara is. I get asked constantly if I have on fake eyelashes) Favorite Product Ever. I think it's been over 5 years I've been using this so I can officially call myself a Diorshow Whore. Just get it!
10. Bobbi Brown Lipstick in #2 Beige
11. Sephora Professional Angled Eyeliner Brush #23. Best brush I have ever owned. This brush plus Bobbi Brown Gel-Eyeliner=Perfection
12. Diorshow Maximizer Lash Plumping Serum. Use under mascara as a primer and also use before bed and leave it on overnight to help with eyelash growth and strength.
13. Urban Decay Eyeshadows. They are the best in pigment and have a huge wonderful palette of colors for you to choose from.
14. Dolce & Gabbana Lipgloss Glossy #50. Sexiest Nude shade and best gloss you'll ever use. hard to find and pricey but worth it!
15. STILA One Step Correct. Most Amazing (at least for me) Primer with/or without foundation, for the face. Instantly corrects uneven skintones and makes skein feel & LOOK amazing!
16. STILA Smudge Stick Waterproof Eye Liner in Stingray. My eyes are horrible with liner and it goes everywhere. The Bobi Brown is wonderful due to this cause it does not move but for a simple daily liner, THIS IS AMAZING! Doesn't budge! Hands down daily must have. (all Stila products I rate pretty high...also try the Convertable Color pots. T die.
**I usually do not wear foundation although I listed the one that I do own and use when needed. Invest in a good foundation brush. This is key. If you want to skip the foundation(which I do 90% of the time) just cover any dark circles and only cover up blemishes if you much. Your blemishes will heal faster without piling cover up on them. It's not worth it and believe me everyone has zits so who are you trying to impress.

Now onto the body and hair!!!

Bliss anything!
1. Bliss Blood Orange and White Pepper body butter
2. Bliss Blood Orange and White Pepper sugar scrub
3. Bliss Triple Oxygen Instant Energizing Eye Mask(fab!)
Now these run a little high but are worth every penny and last a lot longer because they are good products so you just needs to use tiny amount unlike products you would get at Target. $35-$54

I have fine straight hair so I wouldn't suggest these to those of you who are lucky and have lush think locks. I have tried everything under the sun and these are the best!

1. Aveda Phomollient Styling Foam
2. Aveda Volumizing Tonic
3. Aveda Pure Abundance Hair Potion(like a dry shampoo but for volume. Amazing!
4. Chi Large Round Brush
5. Oscar Blandi Pronto Dry Shampoo
6. Bumble and Bumble Volumizing Shampoo and Conditioner
7. You Curl curling iron without clasp for sexy beachy waves. Infiniti by Conair

Make sure that you clean your makeup brushes on the regular as well. Very important for your skin and your makeup. I use Daily Makeup Brush Cleaner in the spray by Sephora. I hope this post helps you choose the next time you are stuck. If you have any questions about these products, feel free to message me. Yes, they are a bit more pricey but put in that extra $20 and get these of quality. Worth every dime!

Peace and Love
S

Livin' In Sin Is The New Thing

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Not Only You and Me



My fabulous Britney Spearssss came out with a new single today. It's about threesomes. This summer I was really enticed by threesomes. There was a month where that's all my focus went. I believe, of course, Max Martin and Britney were thinking of me when this song was in production. Now I've never gone through with the whole threesome thing, but have any of you guys??? Believe me I don't judge a soul and I think it would be awesome if you have and I would love to know the deets of how this whole thing goes down. Was it a special occasion with your boyfriend or girlfriend? Was it after a heavy night of drinking? I find it all very intriguing........but you are talking to the girl who's favorite thing to wear around the house are sexy bras and panties or pieces of lingerie. I have a bad girl side for sure. I don't hide it. And I wouldn't change me for anything!


Now speaking of bad girls.....let's have a quick talk about Britney through the times. First she did a couple really sweet albums then the album "Britney" came out which featured "Slave 4 U". A little more mature sexy side of Britters. And well then it was just uphill from there. With the fabulous "In The Zone", she featured songs regarding make up sex, masturbation, and my ultimate favorite "Breathe On Me". This was truly when Britney started to show her true colors. With this album, Britney took the stage wearing hot, sexy lingerie, and nude body suits. The Onyx Hotel tour will always be my favorite. It was daring, sexy, and soo out there that you just couldn't take your eyes off the stage if you tried. Well and then came Blackout, Britneys best album she had ever created. Unfortunately Blackout wasn't promoted properly due to Britney's illness, but if you ask any hardcore Britney fan, everyone will always say, Blackout is by far the best. And today we have Circus. An adorable but not fabulous album. If You Seek Amy would have have to be my favorite recording from the album.
I think, 3, is a great promo song for her 2nd Greatest Hits collection going on sale this November.

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

You all tell me! Muah!
www.breatheheavy.com

Peace and Love

S

Farrah NEW ALBUM NEWS!

Tracklisting below:

Intro: The Liberation of Farrah Franklin
Lollipop
Sentence U
Hold On
Post Boy (feat. Pheenx)
Candy Girl
Extraordinary Love
Interlude
Hurry Please
The Liberation
More Than A Pretty Face
Get At Me
Testimony of Love

Hmmm..... The New album will be called "The Liberation". I think she needs more tracks because I have heard some of those and they aint all that.

Other girls that tried to get into DC

Look at this picture... nah look at it closer!!!!!!!!!!!! Beyonce and Kelly are there but who the hell is that trying to make out they are LaTavia and LeToya. That is NOT LeToya or LaTavia.... WTF is going on ... did they have body double for the girls to make out they were all still together. I am confused!!!!!!!!!

Nicole keeps an eye on her man!

LOL Look at Nicole in the background watching Lewis's reaction to Beyonce. She is like " at least I wear my own hair... look at this dry shit... better give that horse back his tail bitch"

Solange and Oprah

I am sure if you check your twitter page for Solange tomorrow, the media whore will be continually posting updates on it that she is with Oprah. Girl, Oprah only wants you cos of your sister lol. That must hurt.

They say it is all about "hair" but we really know its about Beyonce... watch her face when Oprah says "And her famous sister Beyonce".... SMH

Solange will be on the Oprah show tomorrow!