I'm Not Bulletproof

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around/I've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is LET ME DOWN/And it's taking me this long BABY but I've figured you out/And you're thinking we'll be fine again but NOT this time around......

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to HURT anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I WON'T believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry NO, NOOOO

Looking so INNOCENT I might believe you if I didn't know/COULD HAVE LOVED YOU ALL MY LIFE IF YOU HADN'T LEFT ME WAITING IN THE COLD//And you got your share of SECRETS and I'm tired of being last to know/And your asking me to LISTEN cause it's worked each time before

YOU had ME crawling for you honey and it never would've gone away, NO/You used to SHINE SO BRIGHT but I WATCHED ALL OF IT FADE

THIS IS THE LAST STRAW....NOTHING LEFT TO BEG FOR.....AND YOU CAN TELL ME THAT YOU'RE SORRY BUT I WON'T BELIEVE YOU BABY LIKE I DID BEFORE....YOU'RE NOT SORRY....NO, NO, NO


This song was perfect for you darling. It's sad that I have been wasting my time and love on you for so long. But, guess what, I can't do it anymore. You've broken my heart soo many times I can't even count and we're NEVER going to be fine again so I getting out. I loved you since the day we met and I don't know how that goes away. But I'm trying my hardest. Please don't call. I don't think I would have the strengh right now to not pick up. The worst part is that I would have done anything for you. I'm too fucking nice and have soo much empathy in my heart for you. I want to forget the past 5 years and move on and I'm going to do it. I have nothing bad to say about you because we are one in the same. I know you like the back of my hand and that makes me sick. I bring up your name and everyone moans "ohh not again" and I say "don't worry this time it's different". IT'S NEVER FUCKING DIFFERENT! I'm just a stupid girl wishing you would turn into my prince and whisk me away. I don't want you in my dreams, in my journal, and especially in my head! But I'm so in love. And we try to be friends but that never works and when we are alone everything is soo perfect but within a small amount of time we are not speaking. I just wasted too much time. Way too much time. Maybe we are too alike, maybe you don't love me the way I love you, maybe nothing. I don't know but I did figure your pattern and just like the song says "you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around" Please let me be. I guess if you haven't really changed in 5-6 years your not going to and I know you can't change people but damnit ***** you even let me read the fucking letter. You have half of my secrets that know one knows and I have yours. How do I repair? I'm broken. I'm a human being, way to kind to everyone, show way to much empathy, I'm just way to nice. And I am not changing that but I have to walk away and it's going to be hard. I'm erasing your number. When you are upset I come running and hold your hand and you tell me that you'll always do the same but you never do. And I'm not bulletproof so I just can't do this anymore. -And I keep going back to the one thing that I have to walk away from. I love you but goodbye.

I've been licking my wounds
Woke up in love and seems so great
We both can't subdue
Darling you hold me prisoner
My heart as been bruised
So sad but it's true

I'm sorry,
S

**I hope this makes sense and you know it's all true