Monday, July 26, 2010

Love is Evol, Spell it Backwards, I'll Show Ya


Well here I am. Been through a lot these past few months but I'm back and I'm trying to be stronger than ever. Actually, fuck that, I will be stronger than ever. I am sorry for my absence. I have no excuses besides I chose to walk a dark path when I could have used my many skills I have learned to not take that road. But please except that I am only human, just like you, and make a lot of mistakes. Recovered and full of joy; Let's wipe the spiderwebs off and bring this motherfucker back to life!

I left off over a month ago on the discussion of Eminem. After the 3 or 4 pieces I wrote about the extraordinarily talented, emotionally open, lyrical genius; All we have remaining is the actual review of the masterpiece album, Recovery. Short and sweet, here we go:

Recovery is an album that is an open book. You read it how you want, but if you have ever or are-addicted, depressed, emotional drawn from the world, weak, lost, experiencing soberness after a long time, or beginning your life long recovery or have been in recovery for over 40 years.......than you may read it quite differently. In two words I can sum up the album as Ispirationally Beautiful. It speaks in true form, straight Marshall's heart to yours, what a lot of people can't and no matter how hard they try really will never understand about recovery and all that comes along with it. I strongly recommend this Album. I have not been able to put it down since it's debut and it doesn't look like I'll be putting it down anytime soon. This album, if you've been there or even if you're just a fan, will take you through the pain and the joy of Eminem's journey. He put it ALL out there. He has earned such respect as not only an artist, but also as an individual. If more people would open up and tell it real, the world might be a tad different. And I do hope you know, especially for my new readers, this is why I started this blog almost 1 year ago. To be open about things most keep locked up inside. You really wanna know where I've been for the past 3 months? Keep reading over the next month.

Is anybody out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself
No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I come from
Can anybody hear me yeah, I guess I keep talking to myself
Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy
-talking 2 myself


My friends can’t understand this new me
I feel like I’m losing control of myself,
I sincerely apologize if all that I sound like, is I’m complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an’ I’m debating,
On leaving this world, I try and hide it,
But I can’t, why do I act like I’m all high and mighty,
When inside, I’m dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
I can’t do it by myself, too weak -Going Through Changes

Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
I’m hatin’ my reflection, I walk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors -Going Through Changes



Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers -No Love (feat. Lil Wayne)

I’m alive again
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people’s ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the pen, I’m a little bit sicker than most -No Love

Where was you when I fell and needed help up? You get no love -No Love



Matter of fact it was just the other night, had another dream about you
You told me to get up, I got up, I spread my wings and I flew
You gave me a reason to fight, I was on my way to see you
Lord I’m so thankful, please don’t think I don’t feel grateful, I do
Just grant me the strength that I need, for one more day to get through
-You're Never Over



Those are just a few fighting quotes I like but truthfully I just wanted to quote the whole album. My absolute favorite tracks on this album with the sickest rhythms I believe are (I tried to pick just one.....just couldn't)


-Almost Famous
-No Love
-Cold Wind Blows
-Space Bound
-Love the Way You Lie
-Seduction


Look out for the video for 'Love the Way You Lie' coming out soon which was shot just last week. Also the lyrics on this album are SICKENINGLY genius so listen listen listen and listen again. This is a whole new thing he's doing too using love, chills, butterflies, in his pieces. It's cool, really cool. Please let me know what your favorite tracks are and I WILL talk to you all soon cause........'I'm Back'!


Peace & Love
S

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