Tuesday, September 22, 2009

All Decked in Lace and Leather


We all have bad days. Some can be way worse than others and some are just you being shallow and silly. With the latter type of bad day, you can easily fix this problem. Now I am the OWNER of bad days.........rehab anyone??? But today it just seemed that everything was going wrong. I found out the guy I was dating is an idiot. I basically had to roll out of bed due to the immense pain I was in after playing tennis for 2 hours to impress this idiot knowing that my buldging disks were not going to like this. My hair, for some reason, all the sudden had disgusting roots. I was out of Vicodin. And to top off everything, I had lost 5 pounds!!!

Well after all this shit, I busted it to the doctors. Got a new script for pain meds, and arranged a meeting with the pain management team for trigger shots. I mean I've been working with a chiropractor 3-4 days a week for over a month and a half now and am not really seeing any type of results!!! After this I took my ass to Rite Aid and spent a lovely $30 on fucking Ensure Plus. Stuff tastes like poison and I have to plug my nose to swallow it but it puts the weight on better than anything in the world. I've been extra stressed and well when I get like that, no matter how many klonopin I pop, I drop weight like there is no tomorrow. So after all this shitty news and being back on the ensure diet, I popped a vic and headed to my sanctuary. Victoria's Secret.

I don't know what it is about this place but it's held me captive since I discovered the gorgeous silk nightgowns, lace panties, silk bras, and leather garters. I truly overspend here but to me it's the best money spent. To cheer me up today I decided on a hot pink see through lace mini nightgown that clings to every curve and stops just below my ass. Talk about hot! A pair of chiffon low cut thongs with ruffles on the elastic. And two new bras. One in a blueish-green color, a demi cut, and ruffled straps. Totally not practical but sooo adorable when dressing up for your boy. And another in a push up neon green. It was just to adorable to pass up. It actually cheered me up as soon as I passed it. As I checked out and was handed my pink bag with hot pink tissue on top, I was immediately much much happier.

This is my guilty pleasure. Everyone needs to know there is something out there to lift their spirits when feeling down, dumped, or in pain. Therapy is not always the answer. I particularly hate it and a trip to Victoria's Secret seems to do soo much better. So in this crappy world we live in, you are going to run into bad days whether you like it or not. Find something that makes you happy. For some it may be a new bag but for me it's lingerie. What can I say? So tonight when I go to bed I will be dressed in my fabulous new lace nightgown, I will feel beautiful and happy letting no pain, idiot, or ensure diet get to me.

Peace and Love

S

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