This is going to sound more like a journal entry then a put together blog but I want to give you guys something since I have not written since Monday or Tuesday. I am so so sooo sorry for that but in all truthfulness, I have just had a very uneventful not too great week. It snowed everyday and the only time I got out, besides today, was on Tuesday to go to the doctors to get more bad news about my back. I'm sure I've told you this but I have two raised disks and bad scoliosis from when I was younger. Enough about that though because I do not feel like talking about it because I am very mad about it right now.
Other than that I have just been dancing twice a day and making sure I warm up properly so I don't tear anything. Everything is coming along great and I have a really great feeling about my auditions.
Tonight I visited Cope for the 1st time since I was discharged last March. I am not "technically" aloud to visit until March but I said fuck it and went to see one of my very very good girlfriends that is back in. It was sooo great seeing her and everyone else (nurses, RT's, other fellow patients). So since nobody said anything I am going to get to visit her all the time!!! Very exciting. I was sooo happy to be able to leave though at the end. I forgot how awful it is to have all of your freedom taken away and be locked up. It makes me that much more grateful for the tiny things in life we tend to neglect such as driving, taking a walk, and to go to bed whenever you please.
I really missed my sorority sisters this week. Probably cause I was snowed in so I had a ton of time to think and just wish we all lived closer. I am soo blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. I also don't really like this being single thing by any means. I was trying it out and I'm bored and over it. I like to be dating someone.....I guess there is nothing wrong with that. I love being excited and all that lovey dovey crap. I can't help it. So I will still say....I DO NOT want to get married anytime soon, I will say if the right person comes along this year I'm not going to push them away this year just because I wanted this year to be all about me. I'm much happier when I have someone else to love and care about. So if anyone knows any perfect guys for me let me know!!!
Hope your weeks went well and you are all grateful for the things that you have in your life and thankful for the love that you have at the end of the day. Tell those you love that you love them daily and never neglect. P.S. That is a really awesome pic of Kate Moss and Courtney Love above at an event years ago.
Peace & Love,
S
*I have an awesome music piece I am working on which is coming along slowly. I got the idea last month when I was going through Rolling Stone's 500 Best Albums. If you get a chance, go look at that. It's really cool.
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