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365 days exactly I wrote this lovly piece. http://sarahnicole-andwhoareyouagain.blogspot.com/2009/09/if-u-seek-amy.html It's actually one of my top ten favorite posts since I began this crazy thing I call And Who Are You Again? And we'll we actually making that list tomorrow seeing as it is And Who Are You Again's big BIRTHDAY!!!! 1 year bitches! Whoo!



So what I wanted to talk about tonight actually turned into me not talking about it so I just erased 3 hours of work along with photographs to basically paint you a smaller picture. Yes, I adore the blog above and yes I have had one night stands(2 true ones I believe) but the one thing I don't want to do is glamorize sex like I have in the past with some of my writings. Sex is a beautiful thing and it's met to be experienced that way, not the way that I, some musicians, movies, and some television shoes tend to talk about and show it. It's not like that at all. It's the most intimate and private thing you and another can do. I love how I act cocky, confident, and just soo hot and heavy I talk about and perceive the topic. That's how I am though and how most are about it but it's not just that. I sometimes forget I have younger readers that I do not want saying the things that sometimes come out of my mouth. So for this anniversary.....yayyyyyy AWAYD!!!!, I'm going to talk about how much sex really does mean to me and is not by any means a joke.



I waited until I was 21 years old, yep you heard it straight from me, 21 people. I've always had a vision in my head since I learned about sex that waiting was just about as glamorous as you can get. My promise to myself was to wait until I had found my soulmate. Well I'm still looking for that hottie.....has anyone seen him? haha Everyone else believed it was hot to have sex with your 1st teenage bf or gf. Which i am not putting down either. If that's the way you want it and you REALLY think this person is amazing. You're going to have your heart set on it and no matter what someone tries to say to you, you have your mind already set. One of the gorgeous girls I went to rehab with had this situation and she went through with it and I actually think she did the right thing. I actually think if I was her, i would have had sex as well. it's hard to say what you will or will not do until you are in the situation. Now I made a promise to myself to wait until marriage but it didn't work out. Was I pressured, HELL NO and if anyone ever tries to pressure you into something you just don't know what you want, you say no and explain to them and then go talk to someone older who you fell 100% at ease with and tell them about the situation. I don't know why I picked that night to lose my virginity, but I did and I stuck to my gut and I went through with it. Never will I get that chance back. Do i regret it? Absolutely! I wasted something that special on a gay I had been talking to for a couple months just to get it over with???? Sooo dumb. But it's done and over with and I should have stuck with my promise. So maybe my soulmate wasn't at college.......then obviously he is somewhere else or maybe i already know him or who knows BUT I gave something to a guy that I can't even remember his last name. I am proud of myself for waiting until I was 21 and a half but i can't imagine how hard it would be to have sex at a young age and have your heart broke or have sex at a party just cause "everyone else is doing it". Not worth it kiddos! Be proud of yourselves. Your bodies and your mind. You're beautiful. Sex or no sex. Have any of you all waited a long time or made it until marriage? Are any of you in a situation where "everyone else is doing it"? Let me tell you about those people......they have NOTHING going on and their dream is probably to get married and have kids. Not that that's not a good thing but when that's all you care about then yes it become a very bad thing. Boys do not like that crap either. be independent. Make yourself a dream list so large you don't know how God is going to help you conquer all of them but you go out there and start working. No one with a huge dream is wasting their time going to the high school parties and kissing"keviin" in a closet all night! Sex is not glamorous and I am sorry I put it out there like that.







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Now my little Sunday school method is probably going to stick with me. But it's never a bad thing to bring back a good outlook you once had on a subject that is being thrown around to 12 year olds now a days. So here's to all of you that are Virgins!, Waited Until You Were Married!, or to those just waiting to find that perfect 1st person/hopefully soulmate! Best of luck and if I had to do it all over again I would have waited. Purity is a beautiful thing. Don't EVER get talked into doing something you don't want to. I sure as hell never did and I never will. You do not need to have sex to be and feel sexy. I waited until I was 21 and not for one minute did I think or did someone else think I wasn't cool. And just just a reminder once again.....DO NOT WATCH TEEN MOM!!!!!!! Or if you have already watched that pathetic show that glamorizes teen sex and pregnancies, just remember you NEVER want to be put in a situation that they were. Live your childhood as a child. Probably the best advise I could have ever given you. Just please live your childhood as a child. Always feel free to ask me questions if you need advise or another opinion on anything that is mentioned when it comes to sex. <3 u all!



Peace&Love

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