I...Just Wanna Feel Okay Again

It's happened to all of us, whether we were young(I ate alone in grade school. Nobody wanted to sit next to the girl what ate water crackers and rectangle cuts of chedder.), or just becoming into our own(I had no friends so I solely had to focus on obtaining my dream of being a ballerina 7 days a week.), or when you actually think it's finally all over and nobody can hurt you now(finding out about 5 of my supposed best friends didn't want to hang out with me because they wanted to believe that I was a druggie, anorexic, alcoholic with nothing good to offer them anymore.). But that was the final blow and as I am getting closer to my 30's I feel NO ONE can bring me down now. Screw the rumors, the whispers, and all of those who watch your every move just waiting to see you fall. I'm done. And as my Taylor Swift would say....
"All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean!"
You tell them girlfriend!!! Listed below are the complete lyrics and below is the adorable brand new music video for "mean" which is on Taylor's second album "Speak Now". And for all the little and even older girls and boys; hold your head high, people will ALWAYS believe what they want to, but in the end of it all you will come out ahead! And also NEVER STOOP TO THESE PATHETIC PEOPLES LEVEL, cause if you do well then you just did the worst thing you could have done....become one of them!

Mean - Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift Videos

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/mean-lyrics.html ]
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

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