On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Dear Saint Valentine,

Thank you soo much for all of the lovely chocolates and flowers I received today. I would also like to thank you for all my Valentine Day admirers, both domestic and international. You boys are just soo sweet and I very much appreciate the phonecalls, texts, messages, hearts, and fake flowers you give me over facebook.

Valentines Day is a tough one. I have so many objections. Like the color pink and the over use of hearts. Everyone that knows me knows I HATE hearts and I especially hate pink. Go ahead through my wardrobe. You will not find a drop of these in any piece. I really love the colors white and black so I was going to just ask you for a simple change. Now I know lots of chicks dig all the cheesiness but I'm just not down. I'm thinking grey with the accent being black lace, and white hearts maybe. How about that? Even when I was a kid just trying to get by, I was always the one dressed in a normal Sarah outfit while the rest of the girls had pink or red tops on and pink hearts in their hair. It absolutely disgusted me. Boys dig that though. Something about tight pink tees really turns them on. I always had the cool guy valentines......the hipsters that didn't dig the girly fashion either. I think if we could just change the colors of February 14th, we could really take away a lot of the cheesiness on this date. Please let me know.

Today is also a great day to give a huge shoutout to all my ex's, some whom I've spent past valentines days with, and to say thank you. Maybe I cried when we broke up, maybe there were love letters involved(my favorite way to express feelings), maybe there were even tears on your behalf. All that matters though is that we lived and we learned. Thank you for being lovely little experiments. And umm yeah there are a couple of you that wish I would have never wasted my time on because you were worthless but let's just forget about those ones.

So I know your all wondering who was my Valentine today? Keep guessing all you want but I've learned to keep my personal life, personal (bad romance blog anyone?!). I hope you all had a great V-Day and don't worry hopefully the pink and the hearts will diminish very soon!

Peace & Love

S

Hit Me Gaga One More Time

Cause this will be epic is this follows through!

Gaga's dad, who allegedly met Britney at the Grammys last week, chatted with Britney and told her how much Gaga loves her and would die to record a duet together.

"GaGa has made no secret of just how much of a Britney fan she is,” a source told Britain's 'The Sun.'

"She has even admitted she used to have posters of her on her wall and she was a great source of inspiration when she was a struggling songwriter."

"She was delighted when she found her dad chatting away to Britney at the party."

"He introduced them and the three of them were locked in conversation for ages."

"At the end of the chat, they exchanged numbers and agreed to go into the studio and work on music together as soon as GaGa finishes her Fame Monster tour."


Okay now before we all jump up and down for joy, cause I know I just did, just remember this isn't OFFICIAL. I did hear this rumor though through Perez after Grammy night about how they hung with Britters all night and had a blast so this could definitely be true. If this does happen though it will be EPIC! I mean let's take say toxic and combine it with just dance......what do you get. Fabulousness! Thank goodness Britney will finally be given a direct fashion makeover from the Haus of Gaga. This has been much needed seeing that she dumped all of her stylists and decided that she knew how to dress on her own and we see this is just a horrible mishap of Brit's part. But they both like to be barely dressed so I have a feeling this will definitely work. Thoughts? Actually if you have bad thoughts.....keep them to yourself. I know my girls will kill this!

Peace & Love

S

Measure Your Life In Love

Just a quick reminder to all......please don't forget to participate in this weekends cause that is very near and dear to my heart. The great cause is called TWLOHA-"to write love on her arms", is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.

To Write Love On Her Arms Day is a day where anyone can write the words love on their arms, to support those who are fighting against depression and those who are trying to recovering. On this day, just write love on your arms, and show it off, other people will ask why you have love written on your arms, and you tell them you are supporting to write love on her arms day, and how its benefiting a non profit organization helping stop depression, and make love the movement.

Thank you guys sooo much and please upload your photos up to "And Who Are You Again" and we'll make a special section!

Below is the link and please rsvp attending. It would mean the world to me.
http://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=210328952677

Peace & Love to all......xoxoxoxo

S

Nyquil After Crack, Puts You Right On Your Back

I have not a clue where I found that quote from above from, but I was just digging through notebooks in my room and found it and find it quite hilarious. I googled it and the post said "Yeah you can do NyQuil and crack together if you wanna die!" hahaha. Due to the snow I haven't been out in 3 days and am losing my mind, along with the rest of us snowed in people. This snow really just f'd up everything now didn't it. Well actually just for me. My income tax money was deposited into my account on Friday and all I wanted to do was run to Nordstrom and get this fabulous Versace bag I had been eyeing up for a while. Did I get there.....NO! But you know what.....it might have been a sign from God just looking out for me and reminding me I have no business getting a $1500 bag right now when I have plane tickets, bridesmaid dresses, shower gifts, new headshots, dance classes, and my great student loan that is backed up about 5 months to pay for. All in all I guess this is good. Not to say I'm not going online shopping after I write this.

I take it the Superbowl is on right now. I watched it last year so I have enough Superbowl in me to last me a while. I threw a huge fit last year but finally my friends made me watch it and I even let them put a steeler decal on my cheek. I looked pretty sweet. Just like a true Steelers fan. Tonight I am rooting for Reggie Bush because I think Kimberly's tweets got stuck in my head and if I don't root for him she's going to come get us! I mean it people.....root for Reggie(whatever team he may be on.)

Back to the beginning of this lovely piece I have going on here, I would like to share with you more quotes and song lyrics I have written over the past 5 years. Just to give you a heads up; There is nothing about love and most are about....well I don't even know! Here you go for your entertainment:

1.
Prenuptial Bliss
Wholesome Green Tea
Klonopin Prescription
God Bless Me
Feel Skin
(Come) Within
Harder Now
Just Let Me Go

-Well from what I see in the great poetic structure is that I like Klonopin and I didn't feel like having sex that night. I don't know. I guess theres a lot more to it. It's probably about dying. Okay lets move on....

2.
Down Below Your Spinal Tap
Scream Between the Scenes
The Hour Glass is Almost Up
Please Don't Try to Find Me

-Humm.....I don't know. But I really like this one. I can relate it to me trying to run away from everything that was going on in my life and wanting to start new. Prob written in 2006.

3.
Just take My Hand
Whisper Softly in My Ear
Your Voice is So Distraught
I Don't Think I Want to Hear

-I get my heart broken a lot. But I also break a lot of others so until I learn(which I am getting better), I expect this karma.


Okay enough with the shitty poetry that I happen to love. We'll do my delicious song writing another day. One doesn't even have a bridge. It's a hot mess.

If you have a twitter please follow FairNewsSpears. What's going on with Britney right now is just absolutely insane and seriously I have no respect for any member of her family at all anymore. I know I said I am writing a full piece about this and I promise I will as the story keeps developing but until then......Do you think it's fair, if this is the true case, that a young woman who has bi-polar disorder should be under conservatorship for the rest of her life just because she has a disease that can be treatable? She needs her trashy alci redneck of a dad far far away from her. Who can't see this? Only she can fix herself and being in restraints would make me wanna act out too. Especially when the court has no date of release and is considering her still sooooo fucking insane that she can't use a phone, watch tv, or even sleep in peace(the court has now even hired a guard to stand outside of her bedroom at night to make sure she doesn't make any phone calls or try to get away.)

For all of you who are not stuck in the blizzard right now and are not under a national emergency, please have a great time this evening and take a jager bomb for me.

Peace & Love

S

-Ohh and great news! While I was drunk and mad about the snow friday night I finally decided to learn how to work my mini Kodak camcorder. I have great footage. A whole 12 minutes of me hiccuping and talking on the phone while the camera faced the ceiling. Good stuff I tell you!

We Set the Fire to the 3rd Bar

Whoo hoo I am just soo excited to give you February's Must Haves!!!! I wasn't able to do a January due to my busy schedule so this one might go beyond 10 but that's just because I have soo many wonderful things you all need to put in your life! I hope you enjoy my loves.....

12. Urban Decay's Alice in Wonderland Book of Shadows. This is an adorable book of shadows created just for the upcoming release of Tim Burton's "Alice in Wonderland" starring none other than my favorite hottie, Johnny Depp. This is a perfect thing if you're late for a very important date!

11. High Top Sneakers with Ripped Up Fishnets. I've been seeing this look a ton on photoshoots and spreads and I am LOVING IT! Now you can throw a higher sock on with this as well. I'm ehh ehh on that. If you do keep it hot by doing a Miu Miu sock.

10. Good Health. I am so thankful that all of my family and friends are in good health, including myself. Whether it be through prayer, love, or wishes please always keep this as an everyday reminder of how grateful you should be.

9. O.P.I. Moon Over Mumbai polish. I've been keeping this polish my dirty little secret for the past couple months but I want to share the love. This Greyish White polish is fabulous and a must have for your collection.

8. A Twitter Account. I have NO IDEA how this happened but I am just obsessed with Twitter! It may be because I can freely stalk my soulmate Tyson Ritter, or ask fashion questions to Guilinana and she'll answer. It takes a couple months to get into but I promise you'll like it. Follow me if you already have on @sarahhollock

7. Glee: Road to Sectionals. Okay I don't know what else I can say about this show but it's just absolutely amazing. The talent of the cast is out of this world and I promise you before you know it you'll be making "mash ups" of your own. A MUST HAVE for any music/musical/awesome, person! Just do it. I promise you won't regret!

6. Passion. This is such a key in life and without it you don't get too far. You have to find what you love and live it. A dream that you had from since you can ever remember. Go after what you want. You don't live this life ever again. So instead of sitting there in a job you hate, take a chance and jump. Even though you may fall.....you tried and you can just get up and do it all again!

5. Sunglasses. You can never have too many pairs and gosh are these great when running around and looking grungy with a great pair of shades on. So I was just in NYC and I totally stocked up on Canal Street. I own four pairs of "real" sunglasses that I have paid a lot of money for so when I was looking I really knew what to look for. Dude these fakes are sooo just as good as the real. And if you lose them you won't freak out because you just lost $350.

4. Shop Intuition line at Target. Now I have been a fan of this boutique in LA since I was in college. I remember ordering everything I could get my hands of from here for Christmas's. Now you can get some adorable pieces at your local Target. Don't you just LOVE Target?! Right now there are 2 amazing scarves, an awesome rocker chic chain necklace, and tie died headbands like the one I have on in my fabebook profile pic. Go get it all now cause it quickly disappears!

3. O.P.I. Mad as a Hatter polish. The cheapest way to switch up your style in this time of economy stress is to switch up your nail lacquer. This is part of a four shade collection they did for Alice in Wonderland. Go get to your nearest salon now and treat yourself!

2. Elphaba Wicked Wand or a Galinda Popular Wand. Whichever character you choose to prefer you can now own the powerful wands these two amazing witches own. I personally love the Wicked Wand and I also believe to get through this life, it's much more fun to have a magic wand to wish your way around! Now you can fly high and defy gravity!!!

1. And most importantly....Best Friends!!!

Peace & Love

S

Streets Are Uneven When You Are Down

I got on here to write and truthfully I truly don't have a damn thing going on that's super fab right now to talk about. I am still working on the Rolling Stone piece which is awesome but not post ready by any means and well this poor Britney conservatorship needs some tweaking so I am holding out on that until tomorrow. All I'm really worried about is Valentines day. I still have no valentine. I don't like this and it's very unlike me. I am usually always seeing someone. I mean what's going on here? Did I get ugly? Boring? Non-Enticing? I just can't see any of this being true so where the hell are all my bf's!

And did you know it's been 2 1/2 months since I have dated anyone? Yeah. True. Horrible, I know. And you also know what that means....It's been almost 3 months since I've had sex. Maybe that's why I'm in a bitchy mood? I don't like going 3 months by any means! Saturday evening my friends and I went out and Mike and I tried to find a hot short term bf(I'm not looking for anything serious. If you missed that just head back a few blogs and read why.) We found NOTHING! No one of my type. Do you know who just popped into my head of someone I'd like to hook up with right now? Some of you may get offended by this but I just can't help it......Justin Bobby. Yep. Justin Bobby. I'm just feelin' him right now. Gosh that's sad.

I think I'm going to tweet my soulmate and let him know I'll be his valentine this year even though we are separated by a shitload of states but Ty's worth it. He better not have a Valentine yet!

Another thing bugging me out are my creepy dreams I've been having. They're like drug dreams. Ex: My friend Joe and I are in a forest sitting on the end of a huge fountain. We're getting ready to go see "In the Heights" but to twist it up we are the musical basically. I'm am a witch. To be specific I was Galinda from "Wicked" and Joe was Peter Pan. All I remember is that I suddenly got up and began to sing to him, very dramatically of course, grabbed his hand then threw it down and ran into the forest. Now this is the cool part. Joe aka "Peter Pan" turns in the Phantom and sings "Come to me Angel of Music" over and over. We find eachother and sing the great epic love song while we run and skip all around.

This is what happens when you watch too much Glee. Don't do it kids! (hahaha j/k I'm about to go watch a couple episodes again right now. I basically have all dialogue and mash ups memorized. I'm that freaking cool!)

P.S. Courtney Love totally is crushing on Lady Gaga and they both have a thing for Britney so how epic would it be if we could get the 3 of them to perform together. It would be very kick ass!!!

Peace and Love

S

When Your Mind Breaks the Spirit of Your Soul

The Grammy's were on last evening......obviously. I think everyone did a great job!!! Ohh to be nominated for a Grammy??? And then win! Can you even imagine the feeling! It truly must feel very dreamlike. And I'm soo happy Taylor and Lady Gaga accomplished this dream last night. Simply amazing!

The show began with the woman of the year....Miss Gaga. She was there in all of her glory with amazing costumes, and a glorious duet with Elton John. She stated today that that was her favorite performance of all time that she's ever done. Like I've always said about Lady Gaga is that she is a true blue fan to her fans(little monsters). Today she tweeted over and over and over about how much she adored all of us and how she would be nothing without. I think all artists should take note of this. I know every musician values it's fans but Gaga takes it a step further which in my eyes want to be a fan even more. Congratulations pretty girl and btw your red carpet was the most fabulous piece I think that I have ever seen you in. You looked gorgeous and like a fairytale princess. Loved the star! And that's what you are! Andddd moving on....I really did adore everyones performances last night and that is usually very rare. I even loved Beyonce. Well she did sing my favorite song of hers "If I Were a Boy". Now here's when I get made sometimes about Beyonces performances......do you ever feel like every year it's complete deja vu with her. Same choreography, same diva hair swing over and over, but this year she took it one step too far. You do NOT take a song that someone has already well known covered and do it at the Grammy's. You looked very silly doing that. Everyone knows Britney performed a mean version of "You Outta Know" on her tour this summer. There are other boy hating songs that you could have chosen. But that's why I love Britney. No matter what the hell is going on, everyone still copies her every move. Ohh and seriously when Brit was trying to get in the theatre last night and people were screaming and running after her. Totally inappropriate! Leave the girl alone! That's all I can say on Brit at the moment because I have a whole theory I am sharing with you this week on the poor girls situation. So.....moving on! Pink you kick ass but you already did a very similar performance at the VMA's so I wasn't as into it but I adore you and wow the talent! You got it all. Nothing to say about the Black Eyed Peas but I adore you all and think you are all genious'. Can't wait to see you in concert once again! P.S. Fergie, I just think you are such and amazing and strong individual. I look up to you.

Ok so now onto my favorite part of the show. This was when I found out they are making a musical out of "American Idiot"!!!! We all know I'm highly obsessed with musicals and like I always say....."if life were a musical, the sky would be just that much brighter". Soo excited about this and HUGE CONGRATULATIONS to Green Day for this unbelievable achievement! Are guys are adorable and I've loved your music since the good old Dookie days. I actually had your CD on my Must have of November I think haha. It is a must have so if you don't have it get it now!

To sum up the evening I would just like to say congrats to my little favorite person this year. Someone who I listen to every morning. Someone who can always put a smile on my face. Someone who writes cheesy love songs about fairytales and soulmates and everything I believe in.......Miss T. Swizzle! Muah doll!

To all the nominees, winners, performers, and presenters; Thank you for putting on a wonderful show. Hopefully last night music came into many lives and will be changed forever. I know I would be nothing without music so everyone support your local bands, and be an activist for music programs in schools. It's very important to have that growing up.

Peace & Love

S

MONSTER CLAWS TO ALLL