Who Has to Know?

This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront....this is not a love story. Nor is this a writeup about my favorite movie 500 Days of Summer. It is simply a letter telling the story of two people and the way most relationships end. In a very fucked up matter. On that note....let's begin.

One shiny starry evening, a girl, and a boy, we're out walking the streets of downtown Cincinnati. The two did not know of each other but kept passing glances as both of their groups of friends were walking near one another. Finally the girl, Lydia, spoke up to the boy she had been eying. His name was Adam and after that was all a blur. From the start, everything was going just grand. They spent a lot of time together and developed a fantastic friendship and bond as well as an incredible sex life. There were of course some issues though. #1 Although he may be spending the night about four nights a week, and this is really nuts so get prepared, THEY ONLY SPOKE THROUGH TEXT MESSAGING! Ewwww and Ahhhh! Red Alert! Of course Lydia did notice this and realized after a couple months that it was not normal but she just put it aside because she was soo smitten. Issue #2 For some reason Adam had this thing that he rarely ever came over before 9 or 10pm. In the beginning this was cool because really who cares as long as you get to see each other but getting a little further into it, Lydia began to wonder. And Issue #3 He NEVER took her out in public. Ohh yeah. HUGE sign there. Adam kept Lydia as what me along with the All American Rejects, as his "Dirty Little Secret".

These are just the 1st 3 issues. Now when 18-ohh you know your early 20's, usually you're not really looking for much but a rad time in bed and a little laughter but as we grow older(unfortunately) we begin to have these things called feelings and well we all know how they story goes.........as much as we'd love to say it ain't true, there are only a certain amount of times one can sleep with another before one gets a tad in lust. And yes boys this includes you. I've seen some great "in love" psychos I've slept with one too many times go nuts, when they saw me chilling with another boy, when I told them I had no intentions on actually dating them and was just having fun. So don't ever blame it all on the crazy chicks. When it comes to love a switch goes off, pretty much immediately, that makes both parties a little more wacko than usual. Lust leads to love and love leads to complete MADNESS. Especially with a guy with tricks up his sleeve like good old Adam. For tonight I'll leave you with these 3, get the heck out of it while you can, issues to think about. But don't worry. Lydia is sucked in and Adam is right there by her side. Well from 10pm-6am, behind closed doors, kinda thing. Part II coming tomorrow. Will Lydia come to her senses or will Adam start bringing Lydia around his friends? Ohh the anxiety. Talk with you soon loves.

**This is actually NOT about one of my old crazy bf's. As you know his name would have already be out there and the places we were, who we were with, and all that other fun stuff would have been written right out. Just like Taylor Swift puts it all out there in her nutty love songs.

Peace&Should I Even Say LOVEEEEE haha

S

New tweet from Britney

Sending a signed bottle of my new fragrance Radiance to whoever gives me the best Xmas gift idea for my mom… -Brit

Dr. Luke Tweets

Time to get this song out the door and out to mix.. I think you know what artist i’m talking Bout… RIghT???


Bout… RIghT-- BRIT!?!?

(November 28) Britney, Jason & the kids arrive at LAX airport in Los Angeles

Takes an Athlete to Dance, but an Artist to be a Dancer

"When you get on stage, you can be anything."

THE LEGENDARY
MS. SUZANNE FARREL

Love&Ballet

S

(November 28) Britney at Sonic in Kentwood

Credit in the Straight World

This may be a tad too late but hey, it's never too late to give Thanks in honor of Thanksgiving....right? Well I do have a ton to be thank for so let's get started:

1. I'm still alive

2. My dad made it out of a horrific motorcycle accident and now back home and walked away from all of it with just a slight limp.

3. I'm still alive

4. My sister Doody

5. My awesome awesome sorority sisters, Aaron, Ryan, Christopher, ......you know who you all are.

6. G, just thanks for being you and the endless laughter we share

7. More in touch with God

8. Eminem for helping me and a lot of others with his beautiful lyrics and music. I can't imagine the last 2 years without you always in my CD player.

9. Taylor Swift for making me smile everyday, no matter how bad it may be. Putting Taylor on and singing along with her awesome teen level lyrics

10 For someone making it this far, for someone trying to well, for all of going through our life long recovery routes. (R.I.P. Em......I hope you are soo happy and free where ever you may be)

11. To share thanksgiving with my fam.

12. To be able to have this little blog and awesome fans that I can write to a lot no matter what the subject. xoxoxoxoxo

Okay it's late......I thought I had a lot more but maybe not. What are you all thankful for?

Peace&Love

S

The princess of pop is back???

kim Kardahsian thanks Britney to thanks her music her iTunes is amazing

My music in my itunes is sooooo amazing right now! Thanks Britney, Nicki, Kanye, and Glee Cast!

(November 25) Britney and family relax at a relative’s home in Louisiana (8 photos)

New tweet from Britney about Thanksgiving Day

In Kentwood for the holiday. Happy turkey to you and yours! Don’t eat too much… -Britney

(November 23) Britney and Jason at LAX airport in Los Angeles on their way to Louisiana

(November 22) Britney at California Pizza Kitchen and Starbucks in Calabasas with Brett

HEY street boy

Hello Daddy, Hello Mom
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
Hello world I'm your wild girl
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb




Stone age love and strange sounds too
Come on baby let me get to you
Bad nights cause'n teenage blues
Get down ladies you've got nothing to lose

Hello Daddy, Hello Mom
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
Hello world I'm your wild girl
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb

Hey street boy whats your style
Your dirty dreams don't make you smile
I'll give ya something to live for
Have ya, grab ya til your sore

Hello Daddy, Hello Mom
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
Hello world I'm your wild girl
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb

S

FACTORY.GIRL.

can someone save me, save me from what i'm on

La Paix & Amour
FG
S

Shorty is a Eenie, Meenie, Miney, Mo, Lova-Part 2

Where I left off........which I'm speaking of when I was still talking about the 2010 AMA's, I think I just finished off on what a great night our little J. Beiber had, and he did. Congrats doll! Now on with the show!

I actually missed a couple of the performances but did make it to see the second half. The only person I truly cared to see was my girl, Taylor Swift but before I caught her, I saw Rhianna open the show. I actually really like that song that she sang for the second half of her performance. I have no idea the name because I won't lie, I'm not really a huge Rhianna follower. I do(most of the time) love her style and right now I am MAJORLY OBSESSED with her hair. Ever since she added extensions and colored it that crazy bright bright red, I've loved her. I was sooo over that short man hair cut she had going on. Ohh and I did have a thing for Disturbia. I think I spent a month listening to it on repeat. Bible. I did not like her outfit tonight or her backup dancers. She looked way cuter in the crown and white tutu get up she wore for the VMA's with Em. And then the next time I saw the television Ms. Taylor was coming on.

Can we say GORGEOUS!!!! I love Taylor no matter what her hair, make up, and clothes are doing but man she must have hired a killer stylist for this evening because it was a brand new Taylor. Enough about that though. Once again I think EVERYONES vocals sounded a lil off tonight so just putting it all on Taylor and having people talk about her singing live like they did at the CMA's, let's just say she did a great job with what she had to work with. She sang "Back to December", which is a love song about changing your mind about dating someone and then going back and looking at it and think like 'what was I thinking? I do really like him. Why did I do that?' I do this alot because I can never make up my mind and not saying I have commitment issues, because I don't believe I do, but I always do leave a lot of relationships due to me over analysing everything about it. I totally get this song, just like I get every other one of Taylor's songs. The song is about Taylor Laughtner, that kid from the vampire movies. Along with "Back to December", "Story of Us" is also about Mr. Laughtner. I don't believe the two dated. maybe they talked on the phone and held hands once or twice but hey you know how young love is at that age. Very dramatic. (I think he's 18 and she's 21) She wore a Black Suit and her hair slicked back in a straight ponytail with long bangs and played and sang at the piano, got up to do a brief rendition of "Appologize" then finished. Beautiful performance.

Next I got to see that trashy girl that I think should be banned from kids under 18. Her name is Ke$ha. Well Kesha once again you looked and performed(or whatever she were trying to do) very poorly. She had on the eye goggles that had bright lights in them and the stage was set up like it was a club and her dancers sucked and it was just one big hot hot mess! How this chick is popular, I just don't know. Alright can't talk about her anymore. I'm going to barf if I do.

A few more people did their thing(Xtina, Usher, some people I've never heard of before). Nothing and no one great. The only thing that even gave the show a little pizazz was the Backstreet/NKOTB performance. The highlight of my night was getting to stare at Gavin Rossdale(can Bush get back together and tour again please?) for a good 5 minutes. Damn that man is hot. I've loved him since well whenever Sixteen Stone came out. Hot, hot, hot. Overall I give this awards show a 1 1/2 stars for lack of good performers. Personally I think we need to take it back and remember when performances were really freaking cool or history making. I haven't seen a memorable performance in years and that pains me because I live for this.

Like hey Justin Timerlake, why do you have to tease us with the AMAZING "Future Sex/Love Sounds" album, and all the incredible performances that came with it then just dip out for like 4 years? Really though J, how are you gonna bring SEXYBACK and then just dip. Not cool. Chris Brown......I don't really care anymore that you assaulted your gf. I miss your dancing. It was right up there with MJ's! Britney, listen I know your fathers a dick and wants to keep you under lock and key forever but you have to break free. Find those medical records of yours, erase it all, and give it to the judge and say you're cool again. You never never left us disappointed. I can't think of one performance you did that wasn't memorable. Even that VMA "Gimme More" performance, the one where you took like 20 tequila shots on top of who knows what kind of meds Sam Lufti fed you that day, it was still quite entertaining! Please come back and no more marking the choreography. Full out Britney, full out! The rest of my favorite entertaining peeps are either dead, band is no longer together, or just don't do sell out award shows like this.

Speaking of someone who was missing tonight because he would never perform at this shit was Eminem. It really was kinda like a teeny bopper show. He and Lil Weezy would have looked a lil out of place and way too cool up there rapping "No Love". The worst is that Beiber won everything over Em. Ohh kids......one of these days you'll learn what a genius Eminem is(Beiber has been listening to Em since he was 3 supposedly. I would hope not cause he's real f'd in the head if he has. I mean we do have to admit Eminem is not the most sane person out there) but until then I totally understand your love for the Beibs. I even watched his video a few times for the "baby baby baby" song. So cute. And everyone is rocking the Beiber haircut. Hell, if I was 15 I would totally be in love with this kid too. But I'm older so I will wish him the best and watch his kick ass performances. He does remind me of a future JT. But if I were to vote I would obviously be voting for the album that I probably wrote at least 10 blogs about, Recovery.

Tonight was kinda like a huge wake up call that we need something to happen in music because it's pretty dead right now. Rap scene is pretty hot(Em, kanye, jay, Dre Weezy) but other than that in all truthfulness, T. Swizzle and Beiber is the best we've got. And Taylor doesn't dance so that moves her down a spot. I do have MASSIVE hope and faith in the band "The Pretty Reckless". The 1st album is amazing and I wish they weren't so new so they could be out there but they are still in the promo phase. Definetly check them out though. I post them a lot. Hope you all enjoyed them and hope you enjoyed my trip down, what was actually good music, lane.

Peace&Music

S

For the LOVE of Music

As you grow you go through many many phases. I, as well as a lot of others, was heavily influenced by music. Music was my life and music still is my life. Live performances and going to shows and concerts are my favorite and it does alter my life. But as I grew up, the power of music and the icons that created it, all took for for a run. And what a ride it was....
In my childhood there were 3 major music periods that really influenced me. 1st being Madonna and Michael. I didn't really care if I was 3 or 4 cause I had my fake wedding dress on and was rolling around the living room performing "Like a Virgin" like there was no tomorrow. My mother told me that my Dad would practically die everytime I did this. But it's all good because I would switch off to "Material Girl" as well. She was soooo cool and I wanted to be her!

Michael.....well where do I begin? I mean who doesn't remember Michael all throughout their childhood. He was embedding in my head and I was soo intrigued by his dancing. Even though I knew by know I wanted to be a dancer, I will say that I do think Michael had an influence. I even remember the day his double disc, "Michael Jackson - HIStory: Past, Present and Future, Book", came out with "Scream" on it. And man did I worship that CD. I was older than too. Probably like 12/13?? All I can say is that I feel very happy to have grown up when I did(even though I wish it was the late 60's but whatever) because I had REALLY FREAKING AMAZING musical artists to watch and learn from. And yes of course I was OBSESSED with NKOTB, along with every other girl. That was phase/period 1.

The 2nd musical period that greatly influenced me and made me grow as a person was the Alternative Rock/Grunge phase in the early-mid 90's. This is still the music I listen to now. I don't know what it was about it or if it was just how just insanely talented these musicians were, the lyrics, the whole package. It even changed fashion at the time. I never shopped anywhere but the Goodwill for a good 3-4 years. The time I am speaking of is a time that I'm sure all of you remember greatly as well. The time Kurt Cobain ended his life, Billy Corgan told us the 'world is a vampire', Bush had us screaming 'breathe in, breathe out, Weezer entertained us with the unforgettable video to 'Buddy Holly', NIN had us come 'closer'(that video was banned and only played after midnight on MTV. Do you remember that?), Hole with Courtney Love(still the queen of rock) having us grieve over Kurt to the album 'Live Through This', and all the while we were jumping up and down, banging our heads, in these things called Mosh Pits.

I do believe that after this music died in a way. Can you really think of anything that can even try to compare now? It's sad in a way. I wish I would live it all, all over again. BTW, my favorite song ever, up until this day and probably until I die, is Nirvana's 'Dumb'.

Then there was a pause and nothing really great was happening. We got into rap with Biggie, 2Pac, Puff Daddy, Snoop and Dr. Dre. They were the kings now and had a HUGE influence not only on us kids but on the whole nation.

Gangs began again in a big way, Biggie got shot, 2Pac got attacked by Suge Knight and his fellow Crips(no one will accept the fact that he is dead so I'll just say 'he went away for a long time'), Puff daddy changed his name 45 times, and Dr. Dre and Snoop Dogg made an album that would forever change the rap world, "The Cronic". This had really not to much of any impact on me, but I mean who didn't listen to Biggie, 2Pac, and Puffy? You'd be lying if you hadn't. Now what period I want to get to is the late 90's.

All the sudden pop music came back. And it came back in a huge way. Boy bands came back. We had N'Sync, Backstreet Boys, 98 Degrees, Christina Aguilera, Jessica Simpson(well she tried), and the pop princess herself....Ms. Britney Spears. You either liked N'sync or the Backstreet Boys. Couldn't like Both. It was either Nick from BSB or Justin from N'sync. Had to be loyal to your pop imaginary bf. I think 98 degrees was up for grabs but there were some chicks who really dug Nick. I found this group of 5 guys called N'Sync singing and dancing away on the Disney channel one evening. It was love at 1st sight. Not only with their music but also with Justin. I claimed him. Hahahahaha omgoodness this sounds sooo silly but in high school this was important stuff.

I threw in a videotape and taped the rest of the show. It believe it was right afterwards a girl came on my age with the same type of Disney Special. It was Britney Spears at 17. After that I spent my days and nights learning all of the choreography of N'Sync as well as Britney's. They MAJORLY changed the direction I wanted to go in the dance world. Up until then I had been studying about 25+ hours a week to become a ballerina, now I was seeing a whole new thing and it was a blast and sooooo much different than the world of ballet. And although I strived on the pain ballet gave me and the control it gave me and the competitiveness to always be the best, I made this 'pop dancing' thing something fun on the side to do while not in the studio. Well and then I fell in love with it and decided I wanted to switch my main technique over to this kind of dancing. I began looking for how to get into this and discovered within a day or two basically all the auditions came out of LA a small portion out of NYC.

Well that wasn't an option at 17 so I just kept practicing and learning each new piece of choreography until it was perfect, just like I thought Britney was. So there we all were, these teenage girls going to every pop concert we could and longing to meet our favorite boy band bf. It was actually a really fun time. A really fun time. But it REALLY changed my views on careers and dance. I still don't know if that is a bad or good thing. I think about the choices I made during that period all the time. Also in this time, a role model to me and possibly the best rap artist in history, Eminem came out. That's what the boys were into at the time. They loved him.




P&L
S